Choke

I often say "I hate everything" but I dont.
I just feel empty.
I feel like my soul is slowly being destroyed.
Not crushed,
More like poisoned.
Dying slowly.
Like its chocking and everyone is just watching as it turns blue.
And it reaches out for help but everyone just ignores it.
They all think someone else will help,
but if everyone leaves it for someone else,
Then who is left to help?